"If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at the same time, then I'm neurotic as hell. I'll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days."
4.15.2005
guess what
i downloaded AIM again so maybe that'll help me keep in touch with people. taipei is sometimes the center of everything and sometimes way out of the loop. how funny. i might go to cali over summer, not sure yet, but not many people will be in cupertino it seems! >"<
4.05.2005
so..
no one may be reading this anymore but.. hey i can still write in it right?
sometimes a song would come up or i'd smell something and.. images of tino and of the past would suddenly flash before my eyes (i guess like they do when you die? huh....) . well, i really miss it there.
as much as i miss it there, though, there is nothing you can do but keep putting one foot in front of the other and just keep walking. city life USED to be my thing.. i don't know. living in taipei can be so stressful. everyday there's people people people EVERYWHERE! and you squish around and get bumped around and it's even worse when it rains. ugh. the population density in this city is just TOO MUCH!!!! gahhhh~~~~
today i almost suffocated crossing the street. every breath i took was a different smell, and every breath very very dirty air. bleh.
sometimes a song would come up or i'd smell something and.. images of tino and of the past would suddenly flash before my eyes (i guess like they do when you die? huh....) . well, i really miss it there.
as much as i miss it there, though, there is nothing you can do but keep putting one foot in front of the other and just keep walking. city life USED to be my thing.. i don't know. living in taipei can be so stressful. everyday there's people people people EVERYWHERE! and you squish around and get bumped around and it's even worse when it rains. ugh. the population density in this city is just TOO MUCH!!!! gahhhh~~~~
today i almost suffocated crossing the street. every breath i took was a different smell, and every breath very very dirty air. bleh.