4.05.2005

so..

no one may be reading this anymore but.. hey i can still write in it right?

sometimes a song would come up or i'd smell something and.. images of tino and of the past would suddenly flash before my eyes (i guess like they do when you die? huh....) . well, i really miss it there.

as much as i miss it there, though, there is nothing you can do but keep putting one foot in front of the other and just keep walking. city life USED to be my thing.. i don't know. living in taipei can be so stressful. everyday there's people people people EVERYWHERE! and you squish around and get bumped around and it's even worse when it rains. ugh. the population density in this city is just TOO MUCH!!!! gahhhh~~~~

today i almost suffocated crossing the street. every breath i took was a different smell, and every breath very very dirty air. bleh.

3 comments:

Jordan said...

Oh dear... just what I wanted to read before sending off my application for this:

http://ccms.ntu.edu.tw/~iclp/

Shellz said...

ouch.

haha, well it's not THAT bad. i had a bad day.

so you'll be coming in the summer? have you already forgotten everything you learned last year though? ;)

Jordan said...

I haven't forgotten that much. And I've had a year of Chinese here.

Still deciding between Taiwan and China. It'll also depend on which program I get into. Ah, but how I'd like to spend some more time with you in Taipei! You were an amazing host.