this is a normal post.

so chrissy says i haven't been doing "normal" blogging. >"< ok here is some "normal-ness"

it's sunday night. tomorrow's monday. start of another busy week. why is it that it seems like i never have enough time for anything?! i hate being busy i hate being busy i hate busy i hate busy i hate busy!!!!

this is me ---> /"\(>_<)/"\ "stopppp!!!!!!!!!"
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. hrm.. i look very fat in this picture.

well the good thing is that i have been getting plenty of sleep. and my face is whiter now!! hahahahahah XD. yeah yeah i know i'm conforming to the whole "white is beautiful" but..

i'm whiter! *^______^*

the apt is almost ready now. after much wiping ad sweeping and hauling and unboxing and assembling... *wipes sweat from eyebrows* taking care of a house is a lot of work!! especially if you're not quite living in it yet.. but! i will be able to move in this week i think? :D of course, i'll still be going back to my dorm room at certain times in the day, so that i don't have to travel back and forth and most importantly, i can still take naps. XD yay yay yay. but i'm so glad to be able to have certain luxuries (that never were luxuries back in high school of course) such as HAVING YOUR OWN BATHROOM!!! hehe and a REAL bed with like.. springs!! ^o^

mm.. what else has been going on? i'd really like to go to berkeley during summer, if i can, for classes. but i'm awkwardly kind of a "visiting domestic student" AND "visiting international student." is a definition of intnl. student one who doesn't have a u.s.a. passport? hrm.. @_@ and i don't really know exactly what classes i want to take.. what if i forget all my japanese! but i don't know if i want to learn japanese in english, seeing as how i'm finally almost adjusted to learning in chinese sorta. but all this is under the assumption that i can GET IN in the first place. what with my grades and all.. ack. my average is 80 pts. which is i guess a B average? blahhhh..... :*(

k i'd better get to studying.. so.. much.. studying.............. and i conclude by giving you a very very very good song. :)

梁靜茹 - 為我好

才知道 你臉上的微笑
不是幸福代表 是種不自在的禮貌
才知道 感情已經動搖
我一直被誤導 是你還不願意揭曉

太多小煩惱 怪我們不懂得拋
太多的問號 答案也都不必找
只換來疲勞 忘了要一起變老

為何要無話可說 才懂沉默比爭吵難熬
為何會在恨消失後 愛還是挽回不了
為何要在疼愛我的時候 才對我說離開我
都是為我好